My heart aches for my little lad Jareth
Posted: Sun Jul 20, 2014 9:25 pm
I had to make the terrible choice and have my 1 year old cat put to sleep on Friday night.
It was so traumatic seeing his little eyes look at me as I left the consultation room. I'm afraid I couldn't bring myself to be strong enough to be with him whilst he went, but my partner stayed with him throughout and said he looked peaceful.
On Friday night (and this might sound dramatic) i felt like a murderer for making the choice on his behalf. He was battling FLUTD and despite medication and surgery he hadn't responded to anything. I was watching him start to decline so we discussed our options with our vet who said there were no other options available. So the time came.
I didn't want that time to come, but knew it was kinder for him.
I just feel like he's been robbed of a life. I hope he knows we tried everything for him.
The worst feeling is when I walk into the house and he's not there running to greet me. I just hope all these thoughts in my head stop and in time I can just enjoy his memory
It was so traumatic seeing his little eyes look at me as I left the consultation room. I'm afraid I couldn't bring myself to be strong enough to be with him whilst he went, but my partner stayed with him throughout and said he looked peaceful.
On Friday night (and this might sound dramatic) i felt like a murderer for making the choice on his behalf. He was battling FLUTD and despite medication and surgery he hadn't responded to anything. I was watching him start to decline so we discussed our options with our vet who said there were no other options available. So the time came.
I didn't want that time to come, but knew it was kinder for him.
I just feel like he's been robbed of a life. I hope he knows we tried everything for him.
The worst feeling is when I walk into the house and he's not there running to greet me. I just hope all these thoughts in my head stop and in time I can just enjoy his memory