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by Caroline1977
Mon Nov 30, 2020 8:00 pm
Forum: Bereavement Support
Topic: Struggling with guilt and grief
Replies: 16
Views: 2470

Re: Struggling with guilt and grief

Hi Michelle, Billy came home to me on Saturday, I have my chats with him still, I also take time out and sit in his favourite place during quiet time to remember him and our special times. I have spent the last week researching case files, xrays and training notes online to try and make sense of it ...
by Caroline1977
Mon Nov 30, 2020 10:14 am
Forum: Bereavement Support
Topic: Struggling with guilt and grief
Replies: 16
Views: 2470

Re: Struggling with guilt and grief

Hi Michelle, I too am feeling exactly how you are so I feel your pain. I lost my beautiful Billy 24th November and for me the pain is still real and raw. I cant seem to get past the guilt, the whatifs. My partner has accepted that we made the right decision so why can't i. I wake every morning and I...
by Caroline1977
Thu Nov 26, 2020 3:59 pm
Forum: Bereavement Support
Topic: My little star has gone
Replies: 4
Views: 879

Re: My little star has gone

Sorry Ted just licks my tears, although I'm sure he would kick me if he could
by Caroline1977
Thu Nov 26, 2020 3:58 pm
Forum: Bereavement Support
Topic: My little star has gone
Replies: 4
Views: 879

Re: My little star has gone

Hi Kay, thank you for reading, I know it is such a long post but I am trying to get all my feelings out. I just can't believe how quick the end came. This forum has been a great comfort to know my emotions are all part of the grief process. My other best friend Ted the dog, everytime I cry he just w...
by Caroline1977
Thu Nov 26, 2020 3:25 pm
Forum: Bereavement Support
Topic: My little star has gone
Replies: 4
Views: 879

My little star has gone

I have been reading this forum since the 24th November, the day my little Billy and one of my best friends went for a final sleep. He started to become poorly August Bank Holiday, he had been off his food for a few days just eating bits, went outside in the morning as usual but was very vocal on his...