I still haven’t excepted my loss
Posted: Wed May 04, 2022 4:07 pm
Hi it’s been almost five years since I lost my dear Bertie ,he was only seven years old ,and
Full of life ,right up to the end ,he was my whole world ,my everything ,and saying goodbye
And letting go is so hard to do ,I feel like I am stuck in limbo ,I am desperate to feel normal
Again .but it’s easier said than done ,I just cannot let go , I understand for many on this website ,that they loss is ,new and raw ,and my thoughts are with them ,I often feel that people just don’t understand why after so long ,? I am still grieving ,and often I feel that they sympathy is gone ,now I am not asking for pity ,no just a shoulder to cry on and never too be
Judged by my feelings .often peoples opinions are so cruel even on this website ,I shouldn’t have to explain myself ,too some people who should understand ,how I am feeling ,of course
I am having a good days ,but I feel my grief journey isn’t at the end ,some day it will ,
But till then ,I will miss my Bertie ,live each day ,wishing I could bring back the good and
Carefree days, the one with Bertie by my side ,but I know that will never be ,
But it doesn’t stop me longing for it .
Full of life ,right up to the end ,he was my whole world ,my everything ,and saying goodbye
And letting go is so hard to do ,I feel like I am stuck in limbo ,I am desperate to feel normal
Again .but it’s easier said than done ,I just cannot let go , I understand for many on this website ,that they loss is ,new and raw ,and my thoughts are with them ,I often feel that people just don’t understand why after so long ,? I am still grieving ,and often I feel that they sympathy is gone ,now I am not asking for pity ,no just a shoulder to cry on and never too be
Judged by my feelings .often peoples opinions are so cruel even on this website ,I shouldn’t have to explain myself ,too some people who should understand ,how I am feeling ,of course
I am having a good days ,but I feel my grief journey isn’t at the end ,some day it will ,
But till then ,I will miss my Bertie ,live each day ,wishing I could bring back the good and
Carefree days, the one with Bertie by my side ,but I know that will never be ,
But it doesn’t stop me longing for it .