My Jelly Bean RIP
Posted: Mon Oct 13, 2014 2:46 pm
Hey everyone
I am sure many remember me and my awful plight with my girl Shelly. I have not been able to post here for some time cause it hurt too darn much. My girl Shelly was put to rest on 30th Sept at around 11.35am. I miss her terribly and I hate that I couldn't help her. Sadly we believe she had an issue with her brain, a suspected tumour or lesion. The last week and half was very hard as she was wasting away, her weight was dropping off, yet she still looked beautiful and happy. The awful journey started when she suddenly stopped eating and it got worse as she began running from me and hiding. I thought this isn't my girl, what is going on. My Shelly loved her food and when it started becoming such a battle to feed her, we knew we were fighting a losing battle. She was only around 11yrs old so still has a lot of life in her.
In the last few days of her life Shelly looked happier and brighter so it was odd and the days after she was gone I felt a sense of peace but the last few days have been hard cause other then Shelly not eating...she seemed ok and I am no going insane trying to understand if there was another reason. I started to volunteer at a cat shelter and there was several oldie cats who looked so cute but they looked much worse then my Shelly and yet they seemed to be doing fine, I think that was what triggered my feelings as to what really was wrong with my girl. Whatever the true cause she is gone and that hurts me a lot and will forever pain me.
Shelly my girl I love you so much and your forever with me.
XX
I am sure many remember me and my awful plight with my girl Shelly. I have not been able to post here for some time cause it hurt too darn much. My girl Shelly was put to rest on 30th Sept at around 11.35am. I miss her terribly and I hate that I couldn't help her. Sadly we believe she had an issue with her brain, a suspected tumour or lesion. The last week and half was very hard as she was wasting away, her weight was dropping off, yet she still looked beautiful and happy. The awful journey started when she suddenly stopped eating and it got worse as she began running from me and hiding. I thought this isn't my girl, what is going on. My Shelly loved her food and when it started becoming such a battle to feed her, we knew we were fighting a losing battle. She was only around 11yrs old so still has a lot of life in her.
In the last few days of her life Shelly looked happier and brighter so it was odd and the days after she was gone I felt a sense of peace but the last few days have been hard cause other then Shelly not eating...she seemed ok and I am no going insane trying to understand if there was another reason. I started to volunteer at a cat shelter and there was several oldie cats who looked so cute but they looked much worse then my Shelly and yet they seemed to be doing fine, I think that was what triggered my feelings as to what really was wrong with my girl. Whatever the true cause she is gone and that hurts me a lot and will forever pain me.
Shelly my girl I love you so much and your forever with me.
XX