Grief
Posted: Sun Dec 04, 2016 2:58 pm
Hi this is the first time I have written in forum so please forgive me if it's not good.
I am so heartbroken about 5 weeks ago my ginger cat scud went out and never came back we looked every were for him.i went out every night calling for him. On Friday I got so bad new a farmer found him he had been trapped in a shed and was found underneath auger. I am so heartbroken I know I have got closer and I know that I wanted to know what has happened to him. But I feel so guilty that I did not find him sooner I looked around the farm and the farmer looked around for him. He was only 4 years old I can't cope with it all he was my rock I been in tears ever day since he dissappear.i keep expecting him to be crying at the door to come in I wish I didn't let him out on that day he dissappear.i am sorry if this does not make any sense I just need to write it down somewhere
I am so heartbroken about 5 weeks ago my ginger cat scud went out and never came back we looked every were for him.i went out every night calling for him. On Friday I got so bad new a farmer found him he had been trapped in a shed and was found underneath auger. I am so heartbroken I know I have got closer and I know that I wanted to know what has happened to him. But I feel so guilty that I did not find him sooner I looked around the farm and the farmer looked around for him. He was only 4 years old I can't cope with it all he was my rock I been in tears ever day since he dissappear.i keep expecting him to be crying at the door to come in I wish I didn't let him out on that day he dissappear.i am sorry if this does not make any sense I just need to write it down somewhere