Nothing seems to help
Posted: Sun Nov 18, 2018 7:18 pm
Hi ,I feel I need too write this ,because ,next Sunday is Bertie’s 1st anniversary ,losing Bertie. Has hit me harder ,than any other cat ,I have lost ,I am no stranger too pet loss ,
I usually ,have excepted my loss ,long before now ,I feel ,this grief is just dragging on ,
And I am going around in circles ,yes I am having my happy moments ,but it isn’t long .
Before the guilt sets in ,why should I be happy ? ,I buy things believing ,that will cheer me up ,no that is short lived too , I am trying too move on , and remember my Bertie ,but
I just can’t let go ,and accept he is never coming back ,Bertie was a cat that I feel was
Unique ,and special ,and stood out from the rest ,we shared a unbreakable bond that,
Not even death ,can break we understood each other ,Bertie was a naughty cat ,always
Up too no good ,couldn’t stay out of trouble ,my house always looked like we had burglars
On a daily basis ,no just a one eyed furry wrecking ball ,lol it was a daily battle of wills
One sadly I couldn’t win ,lol Bertie was always one step ahead of me ,he was trouble on
A stick ,I loved him for his character ,his personality and intelligence ,my home is far too
Quite now hard too get used too ,his litter brother basil ,is totally. Chilled laid back
And lazy completely a different cat ,too his brother , polar opposites
I usually ,have excepted my loss ,long before now ,I feel ,this grief is just dragging on ,
And I am going around in circles ,yes I am having my happy moments ,but it isn’t long .
Before the guilt sets in ,why should I be happy ? ,I buy things believing ,that will cheer me up ,no that is short lived too , I am trying too move on , and remember my Bertie ,but
I just can’t let go ,and accept he is never coming back ,Bertie was a cat that I feel was
Unique ,and special ,and stood out from the rest ,we shared a unbreakable bond that,
Not even death ,can break we understood each other ,Bertie was a naughty cat ,always
Up too no good ,couldn’t stay out of trouble ,my house always looked like we had burglars
On a daily basis ,no just a one eyed furry wrecking ball ,lol it was a daily battle of wills
One sadly I couldn’t win ,lol Bertie was always one step ahead of me ,he was trouble on
A stick ,I loved him for his character ,his personality and intelligence ,my home is far too
Quite now hard too get used too ,his litter brother basil ,is totally. Chilled laid back
And lazy completely a different cat ,too his brother , polar opposites